why, oh why, are boys such idiots? i was just trying to be nice, trying to care, trying to put forth some effort - and what happens? it gets thrown in my face. sometimes i think there's no point anymore. no point really in trying to be the good one, because this can't be one sided, and i thought it wasn't but then when he does shit like this, on such an important day, it infuriates me. rarrrr!!! instead of pointing the finger of selfishness, maybe you should look inside yourself first and ask what your motivation for pointing that finger is. growl!! he's making something out of absolutely nothing, nothing. i have no more words. just a number that seems to keep decreasing with time. a single solitary number that might soon become one. i wonder where the newton-raphson method would take me with that number....