I hate feeling like I have no purpose, you know, no direction, as if I don't really have anything to do but so many things to do all at once, so many trivial things to do. And that feeling is now.

In other news, I have a man crush on my dive instructor. Note I said man crush, an important distinction (see for explaination) considering that he is 40-something. He's just so cool! He was a Navy diver and worked as the head of a resorts dive operations in the British Virgin Islands for a while, plus he's really smart and interesting. *Sigh*

Oh, I did get my certification, after a couple of barfs and open water divers. I even got to keep an ear infection from the pool as a souvenier of the experience! Wooo!

I'm frustrated, almost cried in Walgreens today I was so mad at the pharmacist (I gave them my prescription and proceeded to wait in the waiting area for 40 minutes before asking the clerk, "umm, is it ready yet?" and the response being, "yes, it's been right here for a while" me: "so do you normally tell your customers that their prescriptions are ready, or do you let them wait and indefinite period of time before ending their boredom in those little plastic chairs over there" him: "I didn't realize you were waiting." *fume*), and am having a stupid fight with my mom. More like my mom is angry at me, and I'm ignoring it because I think she's being a little ridiculous, which makes her even more mad because she wants me to get upset that she's upset! And while I'm excited about leaving for Costa Rica in T-minus 2 days, I'm also starting to experience anxiety associated with doing things for the last time. I hate finality. I hate the feeling, when I left that last dive class, of knowing that I will never ever ever again see the people in my class -- not because I liked them so much, just because of the finality of it all. sigh.

I got my hair cut today. I like it. If I can figure out how, maybe I'll post a picture of it (since I got a digital camera to take to Costa Rica! woo! A Kodak DX6490)

Bye for now from a wish-I-weren't-apathetic-feeling girl.